I'm a Loner Dottie, a Rebel...

I'm hoping this is just a phase... I feel as though I don't have very many people that are close to me anymore. You know, really close to me. People I can confide in and just be goofy with. I can count the number of them on one hand. Not that there is a problem with that... it's just that one of them is 2 states away... and it's just really lonely here in Columbus sometimes. I discovered the other night that this lonliness is God's way of telling me that He wants me to give Him more attention and come to Him to get filled up. Yet here I am, still feeling empty. I need a hobby or something.

I see my life as several separate units... only two of which make me happy these days. I remember when that number was much larger.

I blame it on the weather.

Back in black...

I used to have a blog here and then one day I decided to delete it. Well, I'm back. I couldn't stay away long. I miss you blogspot. You are so much better than xanga. Sorry xanga.

Today is one of those days I just want to sit around in my pjs all day and not do anything [yes, I am still in my pjs as I type]. Unfortuately, I have to work in an hour.

I look forward to a time when I don't have to work or do homework on the weekends. A time when I can do things I enjoy as opposed to things I'm obligated to do. I can feel this time coming up on me quickly. I just cannot wait until it is here.

In a year, I will be in a completely different place than I am now. Words cannot express my excitement. There are aspects of my life now I would like to keep; maybe not exactly the way they are, but the basic elements.