Fast Cars and Freedom...

I'm due for a new entry.

If I were to self diagnose myself, I have a feeling professionals wouldn't agree. Unless they are spying on me and I don't know it.

What are your thoughts on the NASB? I'm thinking about getting one for study purposes... websites are free but I just like books way too much. Besides, I have a new bookcase and it's crying for some friends.

Speaking of crying and friends... Yeah.

Everyday I think of all the things I cannot wait to do when I graduate. All of them involve doing fun things that I love doing but haven't had the time to do. Hurry up June 10th... you are not coming quickly enough.

It Don't Matter To The Sun...

I hate when your dreams are better than reality. I have slept most of my day away and it's sunny and beautiful and now I am wasting my time by complaining on here. For what reason? I don't know.

My dreams were so good. I wish they were real. Maybe then I wouldn't miss out on real life so much.

I should not be as sad as I am with the day as pretty as it is.

Falling Away With You...

How is it that every single song on Absolution explains exactly how I feel? It is as though they wrote it all just for me... except it was made 4 years ago and it explains how I feel now. That and the fact that they don't know me.

I've noticed that not only do I listen to music more when I'm depressed, but I listen to my favorite bands more. I guess it's just nice knowing you aren't alone and somewhere there is some deep, emotional musician writing lyrics and music that will sing straight to your heart. What a feeling.

Sing for Absolution.

Aim Snap Fall...

When people hide, they want to be found. They want someone to go looking for them and find them. That way, they know they are worth looking for. They know that someone noticed their absence and cared. The weird thing about all of this is that when you hide, you can't be found. So, you either hide for a while, and then come out when you can't wait any longer, or you hide and are never found.

If you come out of hiding, you show weakness. You show that you cannot survive on your own and that you need people. You show that you need someone.

I'm hiding and I'm trying hard not to come out. I will never be found.

Fidelity...

This is for you Laura. <3

Ain't No Sunshine...

Best Friends...

Last night was a good time. I got to hang out with my two best friends followed by my best friend and one of my favorite people. The night started out with making fun of each other and having a good time and ended with giggling and jiggling and wiggling and falling out of chairs and off steps. There was also some molesting of ears.

Now that I think about it, this is a pretty pathetic entry considering the only people that read my blog hung out with me last night and don't need me to recap it for them. I guess I just like it in writing so I can come back to it later and remember how much fun I had.

I love my friends. They are probably the greatest people on the planet. I'm quite convinced that I could not meet anyone new that I could like better than I like my friends I have currently. <3